Voices in my head won't lemme sleep,
Can someone listen to me while I weep?
Oh in this world devoid of peace,
Is it so wrong to want happiness as a need?
They keep whispering to me,
Hey come on, just do the deed.
Oh how do I control these urges,
Would somebody help me please?
Oh how do I express this ocean of thoughts,
Perhaps by drops trailing down my cheeks?
Or do I just let the waves go wild in my head?
Like a tsunami uncontrolled and dread.
Who's on the other end of my red thread,
Will I ever get to know?
Or maybe it's just empty there too,
Just like my life, so lost and blue.
Oh a blade painted in red,
Tainted with none other than my hatred.
How can I say I deserve love,
When I myself have been disproved.
So let's end this cycle of sorrow,
Can I walk in the air and wallow?
Or will I fall in my own chaos,
Thriving for peace in my own conflict.