Falling

Voices in my head won't lemme sleep, Can someone listen to me while I weep? Oh in this world devoid of peace, Is it so wrong to want happiness as a need? They keep whispering to me, Hey come on, just do the deed. Oh how do I control these urges, Would somebody help me please? Oh how do I express this ocean of thoughts, Perhaps by drops trailing down my cheeks? Or do I just let the waves go wild in my head? Like a tsunami uncontrolled and dread. Who's on the other end of my red thread, Will I ever get to know? Or maybe it's just empty there too, Just like my life, so lost and blue. Oh a blade painted in red, Tainted with none other than my hatred. How can I say I deserve love, When I myself have been disproved. So let's end this cycle of sorrow, Can I walk in the air and wallow? Or will I fall in my own chaos, Thriving for peace in my own conflict.