Hey, have you looked at the moon? It's not spotless yet so beautiful. Even if it has imperfections, It's still so mesmerizing recollection. Hey have you looked at me? Such a perfection yet so ugly. Is it so wrong to do things right? That even I hate myself every night? I sit under the moonlight, Dangling my legs in hindsight. While asking the question, "who am I?" Will you find the answer for me? What is living I wonder, Is it simply breathing? If yes then why do I feel dead? It's all real yet I feel so fake. What is this world? Would you care to elaborate? Cause I am so lost, Despite the path being mapped. So tell me, what is it that I am doing wrong, Why can I not find peace in my life long? You are there, in middle of my chaos, Destroying me from my own resurgence. Hey have you looked at the moon? It never shines the same, Yet never has it ever been said, C'mon moon, try and do something great. Hey c'mon look at me, I don't always succeed, So why do I always hear, Words which make me kill. How can I find what's mine? By that I mean, my own life. How do I start to love myself, When I have been taught to hate. I do not speak as I think, I do not think as I should. Spending my whole life, In the desire to end it all. So tell me how do I stay calm, Voices in head and sweaty palm. The chaos suppressed inside me, How do I keep it far? I wanna love but I always cry, I wanna live but I always die. So tell me what do I do? Because my veins are running dry. I don't wanna end it, So would you save me please? Oh wait, I completely forgot, You don't even exist.