I remember the day we first talked,
I wanted to be alone but you tagged along
All the days followed after.
We continued to grow close.
I started to know about you,
And started to know about me.
I started to laugh and smile
And wanted to keep it for a while.
One day I felt a weird thump,
Accompanied by a sweet tickle,
My chest felt heavy and warm,
Was it a start of Something dark?
"No silly you're in love!"
You said that and laughed.
"So, I'm in love with you?" I asked,
And I realised, your laugh was just a mask.
"I wanna be independent" you smiled,
"I never asked for your advice." I replied.
"I can't express myself well" you sighed,
"Don't worry, I'm fine" I said with a cracked voice.
I was not fine in the slightest
I wanted you to find me so bad
I missed our days which were finest,
I ran away in the end.
Hoping I will move on,
Trying to fall out of love,
I was lying to myself now,
I have always only wanted you.
So come find me back,
Like the first day we met,
When I said "leave me alone"
But you still tagged along.
So why is that you are lost
When I'm saying leave me alone,
But you know that's not the truth,
So come find me, I'm all alone.
Was it all just a facade?
Do you care if I was near or away?
If it's true I will break,
So come find me I'm scared.